i dont wanna think about it

summer is ending and school is coming up ... life seems so weird at this moment.

there are so many things going on right now that I cant think straight. But then again ... who really wants to think straight nowadays... I wanna go back to school but then i don't want my last high school summer vacation to end. I guess I have this fear of being rejected, but then again who doesn't =)

i wonder what will happen when i get back there and all of the pressures start. I feel like since i haven't written in a while, I should at least get the thoughts out. BTW...

NEWSFLASH
I think my bestie has finally been set free!!! It took a little ... persuasion, but he's free. Actually the guy thinks that he will come crawling back ... not in this lifetime, the next one, of the 50 after that!!

I know that some people say that they don't care what others think about them, while others only lie about that feeling. I actually don't care what other people think about me, but what happens to the people that do care what people think? I mean, do they just go back to their rooms, sit in a corner, and cry all night? What does it feel like to be that type of person? To rely on the opinions and thoughts of others to validate your worth? It may seem like this has no point in this blog, but it actually does. The boy that wouldn't leave my bestie alone is the type of person that needs others to make them feel good. If anybody can answer my question, go for it.

Live it.Love it.Hate it ... Just Enjoy it ♥